Day 55: It’s weird.. I can be away from home and whatever loneliness or discomfort I feel, I presume as being a result of my environment,
but then I get home and it doesn’t really change..
It’s worse to feel lonely in your own house
because a home is supposed to be comfort or something, I guess.
Maybe I just have some skewed hope that those kinda things will go away
if I cure it with the right place.
I haven’t found it, or it doesn’t exsist.